FRAGILE, BREAKABLE,VULNERABLE, EASILY DISTURBED. CALL IT WHAT YOU WILL.
FYI - I PREFER AMY. TRUST ME, I DON'T LIKE IT EITHER
I'm sick of searching and searching, always looking for something. This is my cycle living with the Crohn with a mind of it's own! It's a stubborn disease and is very hard to determine what actually brought on pain, increase in symptoms or even a flare. It's all about trial and error.
I must say, you'll experience a lot more errors and it can change it's mind at any time (always have to keep that in mind)
Today, I'm sorry I'm negative and bitchin. I should be starting the day with a better attitude,and I will after I'm done ranting.
My hope was crushed again! I think I had a negative reaction to the LDN I started taking a little over a month ago. My fragile body was accepting the ldn and it was helping me!! I haven't taken the ldn in over a week because I don't want to be alone when I take it , just in case... ya never know. I also dont want to take another trip to the ER again, Oh.... & I'd like a doctor to oversee & prescribe LDN for me. Not have all these clueless doctors. I'm just frustrated w/ searching, finding, flopping, repeat GRRRRRR.
I'm still hopeful and have faith that things will turn out positive, eventually. Till then, I just need to shut the F up and get reading. I think i'll get on that :)
FYI - I PREFER AMY. TRUST ME, I DON'T LIKE IT EITHER
I'm sick of searching and searching, always looking for something. This is my cycle living with the Crohn with a mind of it's own! It's a stubborn disease and is very hard to determine what actually brought on pain, increase in symptoms or even a flare. It's all about trial and error.
I must say, you'll experience a lot more errors and it can change it's mind at any time (always have to keep that in mind)
Today, I'm sorry I'm negative and bitchin. I should be starting the day with a better attitude,and I will after I'm done ranting.
My hope was crushed again! I think I had a negative reaction to the LDN I started taking a little over a month ago. My fragile body was accepting the ldn and it was helping me!! I haven't taken the ldn in over a week because I don't want to be alone when I take it , just in case... ya never know. I also dont want to take another trip to the ER again, Oh.... & I'd like a doctor to oversee & prescribe LDN for me. Not have all these clueless doctors. I'm just frustrated w/ searching, finding, flopping, repeat GRRRRRR.
I'm still hopeful and have faith that things will turn out positive, eventually. Till then, I just need to shut the F up and get reading. I think i'll get on that :)
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